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我想念你

我不知道为什么我对你很感兴趣

我不知道为什么当我们分开时,我很难过

我不知道为什么我很乐观

我不知道为什么我爱上了你

 

为什么你很聪明

为什么你对全部的人很善良

为什么你的态度很温柔

为什么你想帮助我

 

我想念你的玩笑

我想念你的微笑

我想念我们的写作

我想念我们的歌曲

 

我想念当我们在一起的时候。。。

我可以追你吗?

(31 july 2012)

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NO SUBJECT

No significant Action

No Brain

No great Calculation

No Deal

No Emergency

No Freedom

No Gain

No Heaven

No Intelligent

No Jaw

No Kite

No Long

No Maintenance

No Nest

No Offside

No Peace

No Queue

No Rest

No Slippery

No Tight

No Useful

No Vet

No Winner

No Xxx

No Yummy

No Zinc

But who cares with these NOs??

Not see

Not taste

Not hear

Not speak

Not feel

But who cares with these NOTs?

Act badly

Bring wrongly

Call hysterically

Do badly

Eat gluttonously

Fall sickly

Get nothing

Have nothing

Inject nothing

Jump highly

Kill cruelly

Love worse

Miss anything

Near nobody

Opt nothing

Press everybody

Question anything

Run anywhere

Sad inside

Threat anywhere

Under pressure

Vein is narrow

Wish hopefully

Xxx… no

Yacht is still far

Zookeeper is better

But who cares with these verbs, adjectives, and nouns?

Sleep…

Want to dream something beautiful…

Emerge the bad things.

Get up…

Want to get something real…

Emerge the bad things.

Life…

To Sleep and

to Get up…

Nothing is better.

Which worse?

Which better?

Which further?

Which nearer?

Which useful?

Which useless?

But…

Who cares the good thing?

NOBODY

Who cares the bad thing?

NOBODY

Who cares the best?

NOBODY

Who cares the worst?

NOBODY

Who cares the dream?

NOBODY

Who cares the real?

NOBODY

Who cares the verbs?

NOBODY

Who cares the adjectives?

NOBODY

Who cares the nouns?

NOBODY

Who cares the biggest?

NOBODY

Who cares the smallest?

NOBODY

Who cares the highest?

NOBODY

Who cares the lowest?

NOBODY

Who cares the nearest?

NOBODY

Who cares the furthest?

NOBODY

Who cares the heart?

Red or blue?

Well or hurt?

By EVERYBODY?

By NOBODY?

THINK OF IT!

 

13 April 2007

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Would I tell u those words?

Tak ada 1 hari untuk merasakannya…

Tapi butuh beberapa hari untuk mengatakannya…

 

Seperti lagu Gil:

It’s easy to say, but so hard to do” ato

It’s hard for me, to say I love u… simple words are always though

 

Pertanyaannya adalah:

Would I tell u those words???”

Which ‘U’??”

Ckckcckck…

 

Maybe I’m insane… u can tell that…

Maybe I’m an unimportant person for u… u can tell that…

Whatever u wanna say, just tell that…

It’s ur right to tell everything bout me…

 

But one thing u should know,

This heart don’t wanna go away from me eventhough I force it.

U know why?? I myself dunno a reason, so I try to ask u.

 

I remember one thing,

Does this thing go to U???

 

Je ne sais pas

Avez-vous un cœur à moi?

 

su mente es la mente

mi mente es mi mente

I myself still can’t force ur decision

 (tp biasanya klo pasrah sih decisionnya tak terduga..)

7feb2011

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That Person

It turned out that…
Maybe I take the wrong step again…
Maybe I choose the wrong person again…

How could be this happened again??
Huhhhhhhhh…

I thought, the journey just began…
The journey would come up with the new thing…
The journey would come up with the new world…

The result??
Ok, actually, there was no result yet…
But if I see the conditions is right now,
The result will be zero…

Maybe it’s better to not continue this tactic…
Maybe it’s better to not dive deeply…
Maybe it’s better to not go on…

But why…
That person has been doing something that I wanna know WHY
That person has been making me so curious

Til I wrote this feeling, I don’t have the answer…

There were 2 things that I got different from that person…
Since we’ve been knowing each other,
that person often SMILES, and
that person did something that seldom did

Ok, I don’t know
if those things could be an enough proof for me
to prove that that person, indeed, has a special feeling to me…

All things I know is, everything becomes blur
When I found something ‘weird’ inside there…

 

7apr2010

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I dunno whether U know

I dunno whether U know that mostly people don’t like u…
I dunno whether U know that mostly people mock u…
I dunno whether U know that although people are like that but I don’t think like them…
I dunno whether U know that although people are like that but I appreciate what u’ve done…

I know…
They just judge u due to ur cover…
They just judge u without looking the good part…
They just judge u without clear reason…

They don’t see ur sharp eye…
They don’t see ur great capability…
They don’t see how unique U are…

Ur cover is not as good as others,
But…
I don’t find the bad thing of U yet…
I don’t find that u’ve hurt anyone yet…

I just find that U are a work-hard person…
I just find that U try hard to be better person…
I just find that U try to explore ur hobbies…

Maybe we both, indeed, don’t get to know each other (yet)…
But I dunno why,
it’s comfortable to me to not know each other further and deeper…

So, Yes,
I myself also look at U from ur cover
BUT
from the another side, the GOOD side…
I just wanna see the good side from U…

I seemed to be a naive person???

although u dunno this feeling,
BUT I myself hv my own reason…

(27feb10)

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