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Empty(nezz)

on September 16, 2012

Tak ada yang hidup dalam kekosongan hati…

What does this sentence mean?? dunno… namanya juga empty ya empty, apa yang mo diomongin lagi??

andai engkau tahu (bukan tempe – by club80’s)
aku masih di sini untuk setia (for who?? – by jikustik)
“kau! (yup! aku – by glenn) putri jangan menangis, hapus air mata (u said that to me but u who made me cry – by jikustik)”
sendiri (yah! i’m always alone!!! – by sherina)
baru ku sadari, cintaku bertepuk sebelah tangan (sudah kusadari actually – by Dewa)
aku berjanji, untuk sahabat (buat apa buat lu, klo lu sendiri no respon at all- by audy feat nindy)
segala yang terjadi dalam hidupku ini adalah sebuah misteri ilahi (lagi-lagi hanya inilah jawaban dari perjalanan hidupku dan hidup lu!!! – by Ari Lasso (bukan Alas, lu kira ‘alas kaki’??!! Enak aja!!))

e: “Eh! apaan tuh??”
d: “Nothing!”
e: “Puisi?”
d: “What do u think?”
e: “Kayak bukan ya…”
d: “U’ve answered ur question.”
e: “Klo bukan puisi apa donk?”
d: “Don’t ask! Think!”
e: “Ur heart?” (sambil mengerutkan dahi seribu lapis – lebih-lebih daripada tango)
d: “Exactly!”
e: “Who is ‘U’ in this sentence?”
d: “Who have broken my heart.”
e: “Who’s that?”
d: “Not ‘who’s that’ but ‘who are those’.
e: “Banyak banget!! Emank lu udah pernah pacaran berapa kali?”
d: “Zero times.”
e: “Never? Tapi koq bisa break?”
d: “Yeee… emanknya klo ‘my heart is broken’ harus pacaran dulu apa?? The journey, man!! Think of it!!”
e: “Emank mereka buat salah apa ke lu?”
d: “None of them who made mistakes to me. I who made lots of mistakes. They know nothing.”

Then, terjadilah kerutan dahinya lagi…
d: “Dari dulu, selalu aja gua yang jadi korban perasaan gua sendiri. Kesel ya kesel sendiri. Jadi, siapa yang suruh gua suka mereka kan ga ada. jadi ya balik lagi ke gua. The burdens are too heavy, man!!”
e: “Beraat, jack!”
d: “Indeed!”
e: “Kalau begitu… I know one of them??”
d: “Penting ya?”
e: “Not too sih…”
d: “Nah kan…”
e: “Let’s see!!!” (pikir berpikir, he’s thinking now… how long are u taking the time, honey??) “It’s me is one of them??”
d: “I don’t wanna answer that.”
e: “So, the answer is ‘yes’?”
d: “I don’t say that.”
e: “Come on! If yes, maybe I can change my behavior to u.”
d: “No one or nothing can make my heart get well afterward.”
e: “So… what should I do for u?”
d: “U’re my friend, right?”

Nodded, and nodded…

d: “So, just act me as your friend.”

Again, kerutan dahi yang melebihi lapisan tango.

d: “I like u just the way u are and I love u just the way u are”

Hening sejenak…

d: “Of course, as ur friend…”
e: “So, I’ve to like en love u just the way u are?”
d: “Actually, it’s general sih… but at least respond what u and I have to respond and to be responded.”
e: “Oooo… Nyindir nih??”
d: “Sadar nih??”

Smile… smile…
We’ve got the spot in the middle…
Where did the one last cry????

Makin bingung readers??? Same… I’m the writer as confuse as u… but please don’t faint now!!
Arah ceritanya sebenarnya mau kemana seeh??

10 april 2007

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